When it comes to karma or levels of perception, we only get what we can handle.
On one hand, you may be feeling overwhelmed by life and the shitstorm it can be. In that case, don’t worry, you only get what you can handle. You only get what you’re capable of coping with so don’t worry, you got this.
On the other hand, maybe you’re feeling impatient for some big life-changing experience. or you want enlightenment now. Well, in that case, I’m sorry to say you also only get what you can handle. Maybe you need to build more inner capacity for the spiritual experiences you’re asking for. Either way, there’s work to do.
Relax, it’s all unfolding as it is.